so all things must change this i know
but to have the last 3 days for the last time is scary
i am now alone
no +1
no mama
no tinkerbelle
no yoddah
my house is now quiet
only the sounds of the boob tube and my space heater are heard.

in the cab on the way to the airport
the love of my life sitting to my right
my baby boy, in his new carrier on my lap, meowing just because
the new road, "less traveled", is an understatment
soon all of the rest of my worldly possessions will be packed, wrapped and driven 500+ miles
we will be on our own
on our own
miles away from family
friends
the life we knew

i am excited
scared
nervous
worried
but above all i am complete sure that this is exactly what, where, i need, want to be