life as i know it is over, never to be the same
am i being over dramatic?
NO
i am talking about the fact that the man of my dreams my true soul mate the person with whom i would have spent the rest of my life with is now gone

in one, no make that two fell swoops the love of my life is gone never to return

i have written about this boy and our other break-up
and i had a second chance at it and now it all over again

maybe i don't deserve him, or to have love in my life that is the way that it seems to me these days

it like everything in my world is now going south

i think i will become a statistic
and die a spinster cat lady