moments set on the edge of a knife. balancing, trying not to slip and fall.

i don't understand why, what, how the blow up happened. the one that has left me alone for a while.

somehow my actions have been greatly miconstruded.

interesting things are happening
what am i to do, think

there are days when i feel strong and confident
others not a blip of my former swagger

what should one do in these type of situations?
i mean how does one puff back-up?

days spent thinking,
nights spent dreaming of what could be

i can only imagine what thoughts flow through your head without the direct knowledge

am i not enough have i lost my flavour,
is there now a need for another
my tits my ass not enough???

there are days that i think that i can only love you. and is that what i feel love???

i have no idea, is the fact that i can't go thru a day without thinking of you a sign???

i yearn to be with you but there are days that i feel that i can not be there by your side...i am soo falling for you but is it right that is the question??

what do i do??

we experienced the museum together and that was great. but i wonder if there are others on your mind??

maybe, maybe not??

who knows,

i miss the word does not express the true ling of my soul, without you i feel lost, your touch, smile, laugh, directness, i am lost i t seems without you.

branch out, that i what i need to do!!!