so it's been a while since i been here...i have rekindled my 'thing' with my mister. not that it was ever over but you know how love in nyc can be. work schedules, living distances, 2nd job schedules, it is all really hard. but it makes me smile to think that he missed me just as much as i missed him. i now know that he was staying away ti avoid the bloomation of something real...and for me that's a good sign as crazy as it sounds. but i don't think that i am really ready for the l-word anytime soon. i like to get together and have fun but love right now is not for me.

but i am ready to have fun and stay open to the possibilty.