what's sad is that i am as comfortable in my own skin as i would like to be. as i walk to and fro i am barraded with comliments that would make any other woman full of pride, and pump her full. but i can only say thank you and wonder what it is that they see. i know that i am not ugly. but i don't think that i am all that either. i know that men see my ass and think about fucking me, but that is all they see.
my body is the first and usually the only thing that cause anyone to say anything. for example, i am walking towards a group of boys, men, it is not until i have just passed do the comments of "damn, hey mami, you shorty, her ass..." so forth and so on. making me feel that it is only my physical that is attractive, not my face, but my body. do you know how that make one feel? do you know?

i have two brains.

and the one that is logical always seems to answer first...thus getting me in trouble.